I'm down with a flu, not just a simple one but a blocked nose, on both nostrils!
So damn difficult to breath properly.
What's more, I'm accompanied by sorethroat and felt warmer than usual.
I felt I'll get sicker if I go to school today, but still my mum said I didn't catch a fever.
Felt worse going to school.
Got myself really sleepy and felt like I'm going to blacked out anytime.
Of course, with me carrying a different attitude and a bottle of honey, some would get curious and started asking.
Lucky to have some who did care, but the ones I wanted them to know the most doesn't even want to nudge.
Completely disappointed.
One of my friend said I really should go home, yeah, I wanted to, but there's half more day to go!
And then, I started to get really pessimistic, alright, you guys want me to go home so I wouldn't infect you all?
Yeah, I might have the symptoms of a potential H1N1 victim, but you don't need to get rid of me so quickly.
The optimistic side of me, "I shouldn't be in school at all, if I would get that deadly disease (touch wood),
I wouldn't want to spread to all of you and be the very first victim of H1N1 not only in school, the neighbourhood, but also in Kepong!"
"Why don't you guys just be honest and tell me to go home just because you guys are afraid of me spreading the disease?!"
Gotten my head to heat up even more by thinking all of these.
I didn't know I'm having fever until my parents took me to the clinic to have me checked.
High fever. 102 degrees Fahrenheit. Around 38.9 degree Celcius if I'm not wrong.
Slept the whole noon for so long that I feel so numb. Checked the handphone.
No message. Frustrated. No one really cares after all.
To make it worse, tonight my class is having barbecue party and by this time they're done of course.
I should be there having fun if it's not because of this stupid fever.
Til now, not even a single message asking about my condition.
Aah, so fucked up. Oh, did I say I'm disappointed?
