No, I'm not the girl-next-door and "mantra" chanting helps to vent my anger.
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I expect a good day since there's no school day tomorrow.
And it turned out to be catastrophic.
This fucko who's teaching PA intentionally embarassed me in front of the whole class! Not only my class, as there is another class in the room!! Means, 2 classes of people in 1 room, a total about 50++ people.
I hated him ever since he taught my class Chem and subsided when our real teacher came in to take over. He is always bias towards me! Okay, I may be giving a bad first impression when I first attended his class but come on! An emo hairstyle doesn't really make me an emo and wild person, idiot!
Why do I say he's a homophile? Well, it's obvious with his gestures. Have every sign of a Klinefelter's patient.
I was so relieved when my Chem teacher is back from her pregnancy leaves and I thought I would never see his fucking face ever again in my second year, yet he appeared AGAIN due to the stupid new teaching plan of PA.
He taught on the tactics to answer essay questions and giving tips on the ways to remember it. I thought since that hatred towards him was a long time ago, so I might as well be polite to fend off his unwanted attention on me. I really focused in his class and I wasn't looking at him so I wouldn't want to be an "example" in his explanation.
And yet he did. It's quite something like this :
Whenever you ask a person's opinion on someone you know, you wouldn't straight away say he/she is a terrible person or otherwise but just say ok-lah. He say he dated me, so what's the first impression about me? Must say ok-lah, can't say she's ugly or whatsoever.
Asshole. Fine. I acted normal as other classmates were laughing.
And here comes the SECOND time. :
When that person is really terrible, you guys will be all commenting on how bad he/she is. For example, how does she look like? Just after he asked, I heard a dickhead said, "Very teruk!" behind my class. Ok-lah. Just a lil bit outdated lo. A lil bit fat lo. A lil bit short lo. Then everyone goes "Hahaha". I didn't cared when he commented and I kept quiet as I want to believe he's not pointing at me. Then one of my classmate said, "Hey, do you know that teacher is talking about you?", I looked back, then I looked back at him. I just gave him an expressionless "Wah" and everyone's laughing like crazy again. No, NO APOLOGIES, NO I'm-just-kidding. He continued his lesson. Motherfucker son of a bitch. Who are you to judge me? Look at yourself first before judging someone else and of all places but in front of the whole class?? Fuck you, jackass. I didn't burst out like what I've written here at that moment but my patience punctured (only a small hole!) when my friend talked about it after recess. Lol
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You guys might think it's nothing or it's an innocent joke or whatsoever, mind you, I'm utterly sensitive although I don't express it out often.
Fuh, blogging really helps! =3
*steam of invectives released... XD*
PS: Narcissist! You're not helping at all when you came over to "tell the truth"! Gratitudes to my friend who shared the same feelings with me. Thanks! =)
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surfed tis website, [ http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/anime-news-nina/2009-04-29 ] the comics r really damn nice!! xD lifted up my mood a lot... >.< luv e over exaggerated expressions Haha
