Graduation Day

--13 November 2009--

It's finally the day.
The day when tears are shed--
Hugs are given--
Moments of sadness--

BUT instead,

We scribbled away our autographs during HM's speech.
Over-timed photo taking sessions.
Getting shouted by disciplinary teachers for disrespecting the ceremony.
Hunting for teachers to shoot with. XD

Aiyo, Form 6 already still getting yelled by teachers to behave properly! Haha
My collection of autographs is also not that bad la...
At least it's not that empty for a quiet person like me!
Popular people like Sin Yee have full 3 pages!
Others would have touching messages, while mine are full with funny ones... X)
"Don't get addicted with FB", "Anime fans & Bishounen unite", "always waiting for you at room 0511"... etc. etc. XD

[Thanks everyone~ I'm so touched~ Even if it's full with 'Good Luck's and 'Best Wishes"s]

For the first time, it felt so hard to part with the others...
It's a totally different feeling unlike my previous fifth form graduation.(Meh... Couldn't feel anything for it at all.)
The most critical part is when it comes to shaking hands with my teachers!
And the first is,
Pn Vijaya!
I'm scared to face her...
Began to have tears in my eyes looking at her from far away...
When she gave me a big hug, I just burst into tears...
Couldn't hold it anymore!
Then there comes Pn Suraini...
Omg, both motherly-like teachers made me cried.
If Pn Hong came to school, it'll be banjir kilat coming!!
Pn Zahariah went to Mekkah, and Mr Tiong didn't came down to shake hands with us. So mean.
We've taken loads and loads of pics!
Stupid me had forgotten to bring handphone too!
But in the end, we enjoyed our lunch at Sukiyami's.
And more photo-takings.
And more.
And...
Last but not least,
6A1 ROCKS!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!

6B1/2008
6A1/2009 no regrets.

I Need You...

I need...
Someone who I can share my feelings with...
Listens to whatever I need to tell...
Laugh with me...
Cry with me...
Talk just about everything...
Cheer me up whenever I'm down...
Someone who I can lean on...
Lets me cuddle in...

Time to get myself a huge, cuddly teddy bear. XD
Okay, okay. Just feeling despo for this moment.
I want something to hug!
Even a teddy bear's sufficient!
So sad... Never had any teddy bears bigger than a school bag before.

Weird-- Dream

Can be considered as the happiest dream that I've ever dreamt!
Quite realistic also cause usually what I've dreamt are full with bullshit XD
Got the feeling of being loved from the other half from my dream!
Yalah, it's damn ordinary for you people, but I've never got mine yet, so it's special to me!

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There's this guy who's always after me... (I know no one will! It's just a dream, k!)
I don't know why I was always avoiding him..
Then suddenly there's a cruise trip, with a whole bunch of people,
Celebrating something i think-?
Then we get to confront each other and he confessed and he took something from me...?
I was chasing him like crazy, jumping down flights of stairs,
Felt so light reaching each steps, but I could feel the impact between my feet..



Finally caught him!
Then there's a long conversation... but I forget most of it already!!
I finally accepted him for who he is...
And we were lying down on the floor facing upwards watching the fireworks on a clear night...
Can feel his bare chest with my hands!
Ok! Nothing more than that! Wake up already! ><
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The worst thing is I forgot a lot immediately after waking up!!!
I knew it felt really really 'real'..

And weird things bout dreams are, we never, NEVER experience it before in real life but you knew how it would happen in a dream!
Once I dreamt I've being stabbed, shot by a gun, fell off the building, burnt alive, etc. (Haha, crazy dreams eh)



I can feel the moment of impact when the bullet pierced into my body or the heat from the blast of a bomb....!!
And there's once I dreamt that I can speak FLUENT JAPANESE in an everyday-life situation. Cool shit.
When I wake up and try to make a sentence in Japanese, nothing pops out... (No, I've never taken any Japanese language classes.)
Sounds ridiculous but you don't know until you've dreamt bout it!
Maybe you would say I've watched too much drama lah
Yeah.. maybe.
The brain is really good at interpreting unreal situations into something you can feel...