My Stupid Naive Acts...

...Is going to kill pingshin...
Hate myself so much by telling more people bout the colleagues who bullied her at her working place...
I thought it would stop her being bullied if the superior know something bout it,
as my superior told us if there's any complains, it can be told to the higher ups...
They'll be accepting each opinion as it's their way to improve themselves.
Never think before I act. Stupid, stupid, stupid!!
Pingshin's so mad at me right now...
She said she'll be going to write a resignation letter soon before her colleagues kill her off...
And said, "Thanks for making me to suffer even more." ... T_T

I still do feel guilty as she was the one who've found that Petsmore has job vacancy,
but I unintendedly "stole" her best working environment...
My colleagues are really, really nice and the supervisor is really responsible unlike hers.
Bet that she's hating me since then and even MORE now after my stupid mouth blabbered.
I offered to resign and let her come over to Carrefour to work in my place, in a month's time. Seriously.
I couldn't work that long since I've something going on in April,
in the end, I'll still be quitting anyway. But earlier now for her.
All because of me.
Plus, she's certain that she'll be a veterinarian in the future,
but I'm just filling in my time during the holidays before entering a university...

I'm really a fugly thing that's blocking her ambition!
Told her I'm offering my position to her, but haven't gotten any reply from her.
What should I do? Other than shutting my fugly mouth...
"Stupid Sook Yuen... Go to hell... What kind of friend are you... [I'm scolding myself~]
I sucked so badly.
Can she just scold the hell out of me?!
Feel so guilty right now...
What a friend I've been now...
ARGH!! Super negative already!!!

*Updated*
She replied the next morning sayin she slept...
gosh! i tot she was really angry w me!
she said if wanna quit, v'll quit 2gether...
lucky her colleagues aint treatin her worse...