It felt like everything's over! Muahahaha~
For god's sake, it's only first semester in first year...
Third year? Hope I'm still sane by then. XD
BUT,
Results aren't out yet.
I wonder what if, I've gotten really bad results by not being up to my brother's expectation,
what would happen by then?
Is he really being serious for me to study in private institution?
I hope he said that just on impulse since I didn't inform him on my choices.
He even had the time to send me something amazing to relieve my overbuilt stress~ XD
So far there's no news from him asking me on my studies,
but everytime my mum calls over during the exam period, she'll be asking how I did...
Then she'll be saying,
"Why make yourself suffer so much?
I thought you should be doing well in what you're interested in?
After this just quit and go for private."
Sigh.
Or maybe there's no need for me to quit, cause I'll be automatically kicked out instead. XD
If I really leave,
I don't think there will be any problem for Kai Sun to get used to another new roommate.
Hmm... All those stuffs bought for UKM usage will be wasted.
There will be less one 'fruit' in the 'kamsao' group.
Left 5 chinese zoology course students! Kesian...
But there'll be less girl domination in the group already. =p
Bet Ping Shin can do well with or without me.
With Kannie and Ping Shin around, the group sure can stay noisy de la...
You all will do well. ;)
But, will I be missed? =(
I will have the super hard time to adjust myself again in a new environment.
And I'll be much older than them!! T^T
Urgh, this sucks.
Haha, sounds pessimistic but this is ought to be thought over anyway.
I'm so bored at home!!! *Thrash around*
4 comments:
baka baka baka!!! Please don't go... I need you! We need you! Can't stop scolding u baka coz u made me in tears u banana! Why you always think the world is perfect without you around? It's not! I know you can't help it, but please, an optimist makes an opportunity in every situation, but a pessimist makes a problem in every opportunity. Please oh please Sook Yuen, don't be so pessimistic! I had too mush to handle with pessimists! and I really really don't like them! Please my friend, find an opportunity in every obstacle u have, this is what u love. This is your life!
omg... y my posts alwiz make ppl sad de...im so sry...
it's juz what ifs oni... dun cry leh.. ><
i'll try my best. =)
try yor best banana coz u'll be dead if dare leave us!! >.< i wun do well coz i'm blur blur alwys nid yor remind!! T_T dun be like kokgai leavin sotong thinkin he can handle it himself but see how lonely is sotong..haiz...gambate banana we nid u..^^
u cant b having me to remind u all the time de ma... when im not around u muz pou chong lo...
kk girls, i'll try my best bah. =) thx alot...
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