I'm Sorry...

I think I had worsen someone's days...
I never knew my careless words would put someone through so much...
True, it saddens me, but only for that short period!
I'm not those who constantly keeps matters in heart but I'm just a Godzilla who thinks too much,
this is why I'm writing here. =P
I'm all bananas when I woke up the very next morning! Everyday! ...Cross my heart.><
Impacts doesn't mean it must last for a long time...
Like, roller coaster rides gave me impacts as well! But I can't remember how it feels now~

It's careless of me not thinking whether or not you have the experience to face such a situation,
cause it's wrong for me to judge anyone straight away like this...
and it's wrong for me having to be serious at a wrong time!
I felt it's useless for me to tell you don't feel guilty about it over and over again,
cause you're feeling that way already...
Can I just say, this time we're both wrong? This is the time to correct ourselves...
I can't convey words well, so sorry if I've offended anyone else!
I'm a natural air headed person, after a few moments only I'll start to consider other people's feeling...
I hope it doesn't last long and you're back at your usual self...
Take your time though...
****-san ga natsukashii desu...
Nevertheless,
I've got your promise.
Thank you. =)

Sad Month Starter

Hey Microbiology lab test!
Never knew you'll be the one to get me teared up!
And all I've ever worried that I wouldn't do so...
Also the ones whom I thought would've cared to give some comfort but didn't...
...Thank you.
Roommate went back home and she's a great listener when I called her just now.
Love ya, Kai Sun~ =)
All the while I have my two dogs with me whenever I cried,
Wow, never knew it would be this hard...

Hey,
Ever got this thinking?

I'm sorry for being so idiotic,
sorry for being your friend,
sorry for being such a klutz,
for wasting your money, time,
........
Sorry world, I shouldn't have been born.

Crazy, aren't I? =)

Emotional Turmoil

I may be smiling or laughing crazily in front of anyone,
but when my heart cries, no one will know.
I couldn't express my feelings out nowadays.
Everything is suppressed.
I think I might be having another character in me which is trying very hard to protect me.
Very, very hard to ensure that I don't shed my tears easily in any heart breaking situations.
I'm quite sensitive actually so there's quite a lot of those moments to me.
Funny moments does cheer up the outer me, but it's still the same for the inner me.
So,
I need a break down moment once in a while.
Need to pour out EVERY single thing that has being kept until now.
Not anyone could do that.
I hope there is someone dear to me out there to reach out his/her hand.