Stood for an hour during morning assembly with all the prize giving ceremonies, talks and nags, especially from the principal.
Muet was the first period of the day, and the teacher told us about a vicious gang rape story, leaving me so disgusted. I believed the girls felt the same way too.
Then Biology time, not that bad, luckily she didn't give back the exam results and continued teaching as usual.
The real nightmare came after recess... Maths papers were given back.
Paper 1 was okay, but Paper 2 pulled down my marks a lot! That was expected but somehow I felt so bad. Before exam, my Maths teacher had high expectations on me on getting an A though I was absent for my lower sixth form exam.
She said happily, "You're surely an A student!".
She was so disappointed while handing me the papers...
I've never felt so guilty before in my school life!
Nevertheless, I think I didn't fail for this subject, from what I've counted-lah. If I failed in it, it would be a total of 3 failures!
Bio and Chem sure fail, no doubt.
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I had a really weird dream...
A dream where I was running in a competition, weak and felt like dying, was left behind and a guy I know suddenly appeared, riding a motorcycle to pick me up to the end of the race! I was like, going to die from exhaustion, so I hugged that person's back really tight as I'm really afraid from falling off. The warmness felt so real to me! Just nice to hug, so comfortable... Haha. That should be my blanket and pillow. XD
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