Since the first year in sixth form, he was being really friendly, until I mentioned something that's really sensitive to him. He started the joke first about, hey that's your mum honking, then naturally I'll reply, no way, that honking should be from your dad's. Then he said he doesn't have a dad. I was like I don't care as I thought he's the clown of the class who's always being nonsense in everything. All hell broke loose the next day until the second year of sixth form started. He's being mean to me all the time and those words are so venomous that it felt like multiple arrows rapidly stabbed through me...
I asked my classmates about it, and it's true that his dad isn't staying with him anymore and asked whether he's the sensitive type, but most of them said he's used to it already and he don't mind making jokes on it. If it's like that, then why was he being so mean to me?! I wanted to apologise all the while, but there's always no suitable time for it. And it just go along with the wind.
Then it went on smoothly, I mean, no more venomous words, and he's being friendly again and making jokes with everyone in the class as usual. He acts like a mischievous little kiddo, talks alot, actively running in and out, siao type la. He's very friendly to anyone, hugging and clinging to either guys or girls he knew which I think it's his normal behaviour. But sometimes he's quite dynamic... Sometimes he's happy and when he's not, he's like a walking time bomb and will burst into flames if anyone tries to trigger him... Scary indeed.
He wasn't close to me initially as I don't really know what to talk to guys actually... But now he's getting stickier than ever which I feel rather weird and quite uncomfortable because it's so sudden and I never talk a lot with him before except we've worked together during sports day...
It's nothing and I think of him as a child...
eg. "Yosh, yosh... iiko dane..."
"There, there... You're such a good boy... *pat on the head*"
This type. He's a good friend though. He's acting like this probably just to derive people's attention, like what my other classmates who knew him long enough to say so.
During this exam week, he's always asking me to let him visit me to revise together... Talked about it in school and even in sms, asking me for permission! I replied him saying he's nonsense and it stopped. Haha. He made me treat him like a quite close girlfriend where we've talked in a close distance, but not for long of course. I wouldn't know what to talk to him whenever he comes by, either about studies or make me gamble with him. O.o
*Updated*
He's different from what I thought...
He was really, really sick after that but got better after a problem's solved... =)
A good friend indeed, hope that fella will accept him back! I'd pray for his happiness!
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