cosxsin^2y..4u^6..392!@#$*)#%..

I have been doing Maths every single day!! It's okay if it's easy but it's nerve wrecking when each question needs long period of time to solve! Some even can't solve at all! I wouldn't want to get back in my room of mental torture... It's driving me crazy and inner monologues are getting to be even more frequent this time around... Felt my hair is thinning instead of graying... ToT

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3 more days to hel... Muet...!! I'm so in deep trouble right now. I sucked so badly in formal speaking and even more in constrained time. It's like everything's BLANK once I stare on the question paper... And the worst thing is when I start to speak, I sounded like I'm an illiterate who've just learned English in 30 minutes! Yeah, it's bullshit to most of you, only those who's having the same problem and feel the same way as I am understands what I'm talking about...