Miserable Death

My mind was so blank.
Everything that I have read disappeared just like that after reading the questions.
Time's up.
I never felt so dead before..
Totally breathless...
My friends were all saying don't know how to do, not enough time, feel like committing suicide, blabla...
It echoes in my ears and all the while I struggled to keep smiling to avoid bad impression on others...
I wanted to apologise to my Chemistry teacher so much, but I could imagine her saying,
"You should apologise to yourself instead." because she's a really noble person to me!
Or maybe she might sounded like, "Padan muka", "Who told you not to read earlier?"...
I can 'see' people in my mind laughing at me saying those sentences...
I came back and told my mum I had my exam and "sei tak hou cham".
She laughed.
Sigh.
[Blasting my songs~!]

22.5.2009
The worst parts are over!!
Three more papers and I'll be on cloud nine~
Have to get back up and start to seriously revise after the exam...
I'm couldn't imagine my sucky results during open day... Sh*t. >.<